Subject: Monthly Mix
Title: I Have to Save Myself First
Warnings: Mature content, just to be safe.
Notes: This is a personal mix. I am remembering new memories of my childhood. So this is how I deal with trauma. Two songs are about my ex. The t.A.t.U song is because I've been listening to it a lot. I have youtube videos as previews, and click on each song to hear them. I want to thank my soon-to-be wife for all her help with the laptop. :D If there is any issues with mediafire, please let me know.
1. Nightmares as a Child- The Twilight Zone
2. Bleed (I Must be Dreaming)- Evanescence
You heard me breathe
And I froze inside myself
And turned away
I must be dreaming
3. Come Little Children
Come little children, I'll take thee away
into a land of Enchantment,
Come little children, the time's come to play
here in my garden of Shadows.
4. All Is Lost- The Hogfather
5. I'm Sorry (EP)- Flyleaf
I'm shedding my skin
6. Chysalis- In Tenebris
Fixating on my wounds again
Pulling at my limbs just to see how far I bend
Pursuing every detail in my skin
I am self dissection and I cherish every pin
7. 13 x Forever- Garbage
And this one's for the father
Who loves his little daughter Well here I am
Don't even bother
8. Skin & Bones- The Rosie Burgess Trio
9. Starring Role- Marina + the Diamonds
It almost feels like a joke to play out the part
When you are not the starring role in someone else's heart
You know I'd rather work alone, than play a supporting role
If I can't get the starring role.
10. 4 O'Clock- Emilie Autumn
Why can we never go back to bed?
Whose is the voice ringing in my head?
Where is the sense in these desperate dreams?
Why should I wake when I'm half past dead?
Sure as the clock keeps its steady chime
Weak as I walk to its steady rhyme
Ticking away from the ones we love
So many girls, so little time
11. Fear to Breathe- In Tenebris
I can still feel you here
Traces you left to reappear
I cannot escape this aching dread
Clouds forever drift inside my head
12. 30 Minutes (Remix)- T.A.T.U
13. Wolf- Angelspit
you got big teeth, but I got a knife!
14. Cross-Bones Style- Cat Power
Oh come child
In a cross bones style
Oh come child
Come and rescue me
Cause you have seen some unbelievable things
15. Aviary- Ego Likeness
In I come, a firebird
Don't offer up your sorrow
Today you see me crash and burn
But I'll be back tomorrow.
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